Heart and Hope by @adrichou_237

It was a Saturday night, Adrielle was there thinking about her life and how she was going to deal with it. Suddenly she reads a paper that was pasted on the door of her room (it was written by her older sister) then laughed at it. Her father was there but grounded her for it and she was confused and went to bed. 30 minutes after her father called and asked her why did she laughed, without waiting for an answer her mother told her that she was incompassionate and that she didn’t care about others. This was too much for her. Adrielle was like ‘‘what the fuck. Adrielle was always crying everytime and every where ; she tried her best to be okay and to not sadden the mood of everyone else, nobody was fucking kind with her most of the time, she was always desperate and tired she even asked God if she was worth it. She couldn’t support it, she almost felt like being alive was a curse than a benediction. She was tired and felt into depression, always overrthinking and dreaming of days when it might get better, dreaming of finding true love one day genuinely, familial love, or friendship love any kind from the moment she could have it. So she cried looking at her parents who claimed about understanding her when they were a billion mile away from it and just had to shut her mout. She had tough time at school but it was worst at home. She had to keep up her grades and with all the pressure becuase she had to work harder than her sister cause she was the one with good grades. She was tired that nobody cared about her. She went sleeping with tears in the eyes, listenting to her favorite song ‘‘Nobody gets me’’ of her favorite RNB singer ‘‘SZA’’ and other songs like ‘‘Blind, Hope, Special, Open arms’’ still believing in good days. In one word, she was depressed.